foolish fool.

I was so happy then.
Why did I ruin the happiness with my own hands.
It's so ironic. I think I am fickle this way.

I think you forget the pw.

I miss year 1 of poly so much > :(
I had so many things.
NDP, BAS 08/09, TA29, all my lovelies, B.

Year 2 sucks.
many things have changed.

I wish I get tired but I am not.
This is damn eerie, I see you in my dreams. Yes, I dream of you, again.
Idk how can I.... pretend I didn't.......... I forgot how my life was before I met you.
I guess what upsets me the most is the 3/4 thing. I feel bad for that.
Idk and I think I'll never know how to assure, how to make you trust, to believe.

I think that's it.
So much I've done.... but they won't touched you. not anymore. changed.

see, that's why I hate changes.